Everyday I am wondering about my next move..because I am waiting for the response even though I don't know for sure whether I will get a positive response..I am wondering whether I should just move on or I should not giving up on waiting as I had been waiting for this long, my voice tells me I shouldn't stop waiting as it is my dream to get it but it just keeps me wondering whether it is worth for me to do so..
On the other hand, I am heart broken by the way the real situation existed after I realised the truth behind..it is indeed very cruel to me..I am sick of the nice words I heard every time they realise the mistake they had made, chance has been given and there will be no more chance from me. Sometime I feel like I was just wasting my time giving out something which I realised it is not being appreciated. After all, the unpredictable potential appeared to be very hard to be realised when the effort was gone to nothing. Huh! Too much worrying to figure.
